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Saturday, September 17, 2005

heys people. i am sian. i am gonna go to tuition later. siansian. now i am totally in front of the computer lah. doing nothing. but blogging. looking at dbsk's net. looking at korean lessons. looking for japanese lessons. i am totally bored. gonna study lateer. yepp. so stupid. so short de post only. maybe i come back from my tuition and update more later. (: yaay. hahaha. so fun can. i not saying that my math tuition is fun okay. eeeee. who will find tuition-ing fun man. heck care lah. bored with nothing to do. i switched on my computer the first thing in the morning. okay. this is crap. i dunno what to do lah. nothing to watch also. OH YAH. got tv san jian ke. must go watch!! yeah. okay lor.
today is WEIJIAN's BIRTHDAY!! woohoo. sing birthday song!!
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to WEIJIAN.
happy birthday to YOU!
so sad. lor. he has to celebrate his birthday in army. and guess what. there are freakos going around to the camp site to 'look' for weijian. more like stalk bah. wahlao. they trying to kill weijian lor. if the officer finds out. weijian surely die de. surely kana punish until like dunno wad de lor. those stupid people. stop going to find weijian liao lah. you all are landing him in hot soup lor. hmpphh.
and OH YES. today is dbsk's rising sun released internationally! woohoo. i am going to the cd store later to find it. and buybuybuy! woohoo. and also shun bian look for juedui superstar de album. and if have den i buybuybuy also. ahahaa. dont tell me. so rich ahh. no okay. i am going broke soon. )': haiss. ahaha. but i heck care lah.
thats the end of my stupid lame post. nothing to do lah. okay. byeee. (:

agnes.
170905
12:23
weijian.
dbsk. junsu.changmin.jaejoong.yunho.yoochun.

LOVE. ;

Friday. 16 September 2005
heys. my blogger totally sucks can. dont let me update. wahlao. but i changed a new blogskin again. so nicenice. hhahaa. i got sick of that skin. dunnowhy. -___-ll but now blogger allowed me to update. so its nice. hahaa. today is FRIDAY. so happy de. but after that beome super sian again. nowadays very sian de. always. studystudystudy. go everywhere also everyone studying.so SIAN right. but NOCHOICE mah. haha. examinations coming and to get GOOD results. everyone is RESORTED to STUDYING. yay. *forced smile* haha. okay. so i am just studyingstudyingstudying. haha. with dbsk's music. and juedui superstar's music. isnt that so cool. hahaa. and i found out that WE have to do STUPID. and i emphasize. STUPID. REFLECTIONS. grsss. this totally sucks. the worst friday i have ever had. actually not. it was okay at first. so nicenice de friday. then when we heard about the REFLECTIONS. our friday was TOTALLY SPOILED. eeek. so erxin lah. hahaa. okayy. today we had two science periods. not that bad actually. light is interesting. reflections and refractions. woo. hahaa. the first period was that ls mrs yeo just went through some things and gave us examples to do. the next period she let us do our assignments. so nice. ahhaha. the nice and entertaining period was chinese. hahaa. so funny. and THROW FACE. hahaha. we were supposed to like act out the MA JIE thingy. haha. yu lao shi gave us the sentences for us to act out. so funny. liukun.kelly.simin.yinmin. were so FARNIE. their props were totally COOL. so entertaining. but then they were laughing like siao. and yinmin was too soft. here comes the THROWFACE part. elyssa's group was next. and they were like. they act out this sentence. 'xiang chan ku de ming yun di tou' or smt liddat. den they talk about the JIN JIE. [the ma jia lah] with the guy that love her so much lah. and guess what was the guy's name. JUNXIU. -___-ll at first i dint hear you know. i thinking about our script. then like suddenly elyssa purposely repeated AGAIN. and everyone LOOKED AT ME. so paiseh. and got like 'dongfangxiuxiu' come out also. wahlao. hhaha. so throw face. xp hais. no choice. lol. tomorrow still need to go MATH TUITION. sian. hahaa. i want to learn korean. and i found a website teaching korean. so cute lah. (: the funny thing is that they teach korean hor. they also teaach you swear words de leh. wahkao. so scary lah. one LONG LONG LIST. hahahahaa. so lame right. hahaha. after i learn korean. i wanna go learn japanese. and malay. and indian. and wadeverr. just wanna be MULTI -LINGUAL i know i said this ALOT of time liaos. yaay.
okay. thats all. byeee. (:
agnes.
160905
weijian
dbsk-junsu.changmin.jaejoong.yunho.yoochun.

LOVE. ;

Thursday. 15 September 2005
today. is such. a SCARY day. so many tests came back can. totally sucks. i only felt comfortable with my literature markss. yaay. i love literature. ahaha. okay. i IMPROVED. tatas. englsih was okay. science still very BAD, maybe getting WORSE by the moment. hais. i must IMPROVE my SCIENCE. CANNOT LIKE THAT. i dont wanna die with a regret that i never get high grades or some grade that i am satisfied with for science. urghh. i must JIAYOU. WEIJIAN ASKED ME TO JIAYOU. MUST JIAYOU. he also must JIAYOU in TEKONG. dont die there. and dbsk will ask their fans to JIAYOU also de. oh yeah weichoong also JIAYOU. dont die there. if not connie wont help you shou shi also. she is TOO BUSY watching DBSK's GROWTH and especially HER CHANGYIN. [changmin.max/changing] ahhaa. okay. light is so nice. it can actually bend. so wonderful right. hhaa. yeaah. (: okayy. simin szewaiy and me were late for math tuition. hais. had to stay back for the science demostration. nice. at least it wasnt boring. ahaha. so nice can. the light plus glass block. so delicate. and fragile. and. just so PURE. and NICE. whoa. haha. okayy. so sian. THIS SATURDAY have to go for math tuition again. cause mr yit [tuition tcher] going back to RESERVICE. but then. he doesnt reservice at tekong. dont worry. he wont kill weijian. and weichoong. if weichoongdied.conniewonthelphimshoushialso.sheistoobusylookingatherchangmin.nonochangyin.andbusywipinghersalivafromhermouth.haha. yaay. i am REPEATING ON PURPOSE. hais. talk about that dbsk. make so so throw face can. ESPECIALLY JUNSU. whyleh. cause hischinesenameisJUNXIUright. and everybodystartedcallingmeDONGFANGXIUXIUcan.soerxinlah.spoiljunsu'sname.andmakemesuddenlythoughtmychinesemanewasactuallynicerthanthatXIUXIU. which is totally so SADDENING. i always hated my disgusting chinese name. haha. so sick. hahaha. i am feeling sick these few days. NOT a goodsign. hais. hahaa. i am gonna have examinations liao. cannot siick! ): haha. i think i am brainwashed. haha. dbsk sold themselves to me de. hahaa. and i actually can INFLUENCE ALOT of people nehh. i dint know i can influence people until like this lor. haiyoo. sadd. haha. wansi actually got influenced by me. and like jaejoong. alsoknownas hero. and zoe kinda get influenced. haha. cause when she saw me wanting to return the cd to connie. she wanted to borrow it. WOW. haha. isnt it a miracle. hahaa. i influenced ALOT of people to know who is dbsk. dong fang shen qi. if you all didnt know. if they nv see before. they will at least know their name. especially those in out class. and ESPECIALLY familiar with the name DONGFANGXIUXIU. tskk. wadeverr. i am totally being so lame. and sianed. i realised that i actually like math more than science now. hais. siansiansian. i am actually influenced. seriously. lalas. i am going to buy 'rising sun' dbsk's new 2nd album that came out in korea on 13/14 september. if i am not wrong. and connie told me. if it's internationally. it comes out on the 17 September 2005. whooos. i am so ahppy. so shuang. ahaa. i am goonna. BUY. i have so many things to buy lah. project superstar's album. rising sun. tri-angle.[dbsk 1st album] crap. i am going broke. but i personally feel rich. cause no need to stay back mah. so no need to spend money on food. hahahaa. okayy. happy. (: i love guitar lessons. i wanna learn guitar. i wanna be MULTI-LINGUAL. seriously. i wanna learn 3rd language. 4th language. 5th language and blahh. ahhh. so fun can. i wanna learn manymany languages so that i can talk to people from differetn countires without communication problems. so fun. i wanna learn. MALAY. INDIAN. KOREAN. JAPANESE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MANY LANGUAGES TO LEARN. SO NICE. i must GO LEARN one day. not now. hahaa. so yi han can.
Wednesday. 14 September 2005
heys. today was quite nice lah. haha. nice day. but very hot. haha. okay. anyways. i thought i was gonna be as late as yesterday lah. hais. but in the end. i WASNT. woohoo. isnt that a MIRACLE. gosh. a miracle just happened ON ME. haha. okay. very de LAME. no one is laughing. sian. anyways. so went to school. and was so bored can. wahlao. school can be so boring at times. erm. i correct my sentence. it IS SELDOM interesting. haiss. but nice that connie and me discussed on whether to go out after that to get my dbsk's tri-angle cd. haha. i am now INTO K-POP. thanks to CONNIE. who influenced me like siao. she BRAINWASHED me. PROPAGANDA!! she brainwash me to make me like those dong bang shin ki people. she brainwash me to like kpop. ALAMAK. so now i am INTO KPOP. WHOOPS. okay. more like INTO DONGBANGSHINKI. dbsk. [as corrected by connie.] okay. not say that weijian alrdy kana buried or wadsoever. nono. you are very wrong. he now in tekong. i think shld be damn chiam. hope he lives through. and come back onto the bigBIG screen. and i will continue to support him de. yaay. hahaa. denyse keep betting that i will get over him by the end of this month. nope. i will still support him. but not so HIONG. not until he comes back onto this BIG screen. or gets a recording CONTRACT. if not i wanna reserve my energy and time to study for my damn examinations lah. but now also no mood to study can. stupid dbsk. ahhhhhhhhhhh. hhaaa. addicted to their songs. always listening to their songs now. sian of no new superstar songs. haishais. so anyway. had the CHINESE listening comprehension EXAMINATIONS. after school. haha. it was still quite okay lah. it's a sec 3 express paper. at first quite shocked. but got over the shock liao. haha. paper was quite okay. heh. so after that. went out with connie. to OUTRAM. haha. to get dbsk's cd. tata. so shuang. so happy. to get. my HANDS. on that. CD. although its so LONG AGO. like CENTURIES AGO. hahaa. wait for that new cd to come out again. and i am gonna buy it AGAIN. tatas. okay. so connie's friend told her that there's this place in chinatown plaza where got alot of korean stuff. so we decided to go there. and we walkwalkwalk. and we askaskask. and we persirepersirepersire. [type this hand very suan] and like very little people know where chinatown plaza is. but in the end we got there lah. SO HOT can. ahahaha. that place is TOTALLY ULU until like. PURELY ULU. fiine. just totally like no one de lah. then there was this korean 'KBOX' thingy. so cool. but its closed. it looked very HIGH CLASS. haha. so we went into that korean shop. haha. and like. nothing de. haha. more of korean books bah. tatas. so after that. we went to j8. got onto this taxi. and the drive keep talking to us lah. den he drive until so damn fast and jerky. make both of us wanna puke. and got headache and dizzyy. we sorta stumbled out of the taxi can. for me is ROLL OUT lah. ohh man. totally make me wanna puke. seems that we always have bad experiences with taxi drivers. siansian. somemore hor. the food around only make me wanna puke more. urrggghh. so sick in the stomach lah. hais. anyways. connie went to coffeebean to buy ICEBLENDED COFFEE. after that BIGCUP of SUGARCANE. gulps. so SHUI TONG. lol. wahahaa. in the end we ended up walking around j8 without an aim. haha. we only wanna sit down. hahaha. so tired. after a while. we went home lah.
Monday. 12 September 2005
in school. our whole class sang total of i think 3 renditions of the birthday song. just like what we did on denyse's birthday. wahahhahahahahaha. (: opps. we are. NICE. ^___^
Sunday, 11 September 2005
ITS ELYSSA's BIRTHDAY!! WOOHOO!! sing birthday song!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELYSSA!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:
yay! haha. okay. i shall be also nice to remind you all it's also LEON's BIRTHDAY. wish him a happy birthday den. haha. i am nice okay. bread is un nice to me. yet i so nice to him can. hmphh. hhaaa. heck care him liao.
terrorist elyssa is back in ACTION. AHHHHHH. so active on her BIRTHDAY SOMEMORE>/ she is revived. oh manss. (:
okayy. i gotta go liao. sleep liao. yay. hahaa. and yeah. sian. very kun. got panda eyes and eyebags liao lah. okay. byeee. cyaa soon. more like i think you all will get more dbsk.stress.examinations.sotired. posts when i post again. hahaa. (: byee.
agnes.
150905
22:35
WEIJIAN.
DBSK.JUNSU.CHANGMIN.JAEJOONG.YUNHO.YOOCHUN.

LOVE. ;

Saturday, September 10, 2005

yaay. this is dong fang shen qi. DBSK. tatas.

LOVE. ;

heys people. back to update after so long. haha. (:

Friday, 9 September 2005
i was actually supposed to go out with connie and yanhui to kbox de. but in the end. connie got sick. and she couldnt go. so we cancelled the trip. haha. okayy. i was den doing my art. so sian. do until hand pain can. den i did ALOT of holiday homework can. i didnt even watch television can. including yu le bai fen bai can. i only watch the gia gia part. so LAME. anyways. i was so happy with myself can. i never so GUAI lor. do so much homework. somemore i sitting in front of the computer lor. still can concentrate. so HAPPY. lalas. but in the end. i suddenly sad again. cause WEIJIAN has gone to TEKONG!! ARGGGGHHHHHH. so sad. but my grandpa works at tekong. so maybe he will see weijian!! (: so happy. den maybe i can go there one day to 'visit' my grandpa. den maybe will see WEIJIAN and WEICHOONG. AHHHHH!!!! okay. fiine. so lame.

SO CHIAM LAH. i am now INTO KOREAN MUSIC. as in. dong fang shen qi. haha. that. acapella pop boyband. so nicee. lalas. i am siao. i am totally addicted to their music. super nice. cause all of them CAN SING. you know. not like taiwan ou xiang tuan ti. only some can sing. haha. like for example. 5566 only xie zhi and renfu can sing. the other only there act as vase only. [vase= hua ping= bai mei only] haha. okay. in dong fang shen qi everyone can sing!! (: and their songs all very nice. and guueess who made me go crazy over them de. [actually not crazy. only addicted to their songs. haha.] CONNIE LAH!! hahaa.

Saturday, 10 September 2005
hais. still doing my damn art. from morning do until night. still HAVEN FINSH. wahh. so PISSED. do so long liao still haven finish. diao. i guess tmr n need go out liao. just stay home to paint my damn art lah. ARGGHHH. and oh yah. WEICHOONG go TEKONG TODAY! haha. and i found out that JUNYANG signed contract with UNIVERSAL. WHEE. and in their album. JUNYANG gonna sing JIEKOU. WEIJIAN. TIAN KONG. WEICHOONG. BI WO/NI XING FU. and i cannot rmb liao. opps. okay. fiine. and junyang's baby picture DAMN CUTE LAH. >.< haha.
okay lor. thats all. byeee. (:
agnes.
100905
22:37
WEIJIAN!
DBSK.

LOVE. ;

Monday, September 05, 2005

Monday, 5 september 2005
siansiansian. haha. okayy. anyways. did CIP in the afternoon after trning. was so lame. so sian. today is just sian. need to PIA HOMEWORK. MUST PIA. cannot tahan. cause if not. not enough time lah.

last night dreamt of ANATA WEIJIAN AGAIN. hahaa. i was with simin szewaiy daphne and yanhui. and i saw weijian eating something. like mac chicken. which was wad i was eating last night. haha. okay. denn. i wanted to chase him. but no matter how hard i chase. i cannot catch up to him. dunno why. haha. okayy. thats all. LAME dream.

mon wed trning.
tuesday adobe.
thursday tuition.
friday. KBOX
going KBOX with connie and yanhui and friday AGAIN. whee. so FUNN. haha.

SAI. so BUSY. grrs. must finish ALL my homework. MUST JIAYOU. haha.so i can FINALLY relax on SUNDAY. no need to PIA homework. haahaa. got alot of homework to do. dont talk liao lah. haha. soo. yeaah. going. to do my homework. plus. LISTEN TO MY MUSIC. MY ANATA. haha.

okayy. byee.

agnes withh ANATA HOH in HOHO LAND.[LAMED]
050905
21:35
brinjalWEIJIAN. bananaJUNYANG. breadLEON. durianWILLIAM. mickeyCHOONG.

LOVE. ;

heys people. i shall update on a SPECIAL EPISODE. haha. on 1st september. yeaah. that FAITHFUL day. cool yeaah. i bet it'll be a very LONGG post. so be prepared. haha.

Thursday, 1st September 2005
TEACHERS' DAY!! ahahaa. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY. (:
in the morning woke up and like found out my dad dint go to work. cause he is sick. yeaah. and i realised that i got ALOT of flamme. so yucky. and den like cannot say properly. have to like. AHHEM everytime before i say anything. ahaha. so after that went out. toooo... KBOX. WHEEE. hahaha. so fun cans. so excited. (: so long nv go liao. whee. den after that went to the mrt station thinking that i am like super late. but actually i am not. reach there in time. as on the dot 10:30. so cool right. den walked down and saw yanhui there. as usual. so early. unlike me. haha. always so tardy. den. say spied me from where she stood lah. hahaha. anyways. so was like waiting for simin. szewaiy and m & m s to come. den. wait a while. den simin called us. or did she sms. wadeverr. cant remember liao. haahaa. anyways. so we told her we reach liao. den she say. err. okayy. i come down now. haha. and waitwaitwait. den simin CAME. whee. and not long after. szewaiy CAME!! woohoo. and left michelle ng. and mushroom. and mother told us that she is like having breakfast at HANS lah. WAHLAO. hahaa. so went she want to go and look for her. michelle came down. so QIAO. haha. and found that mushroom woont come. unless she finish studying. haha. okay. so we walked to hougang plaza. haha. and den. so scary. when we walk past the coffeeshop. i saw my parents and sister down there. WAHH. so SCARY can. tio shocked. dint expect to see them there. haha. okayy. so i was like 'mummy..' den she saw me lahh. den like that lorr. szewaiy thought i anyhow call people. haha. so LAME can. so we went up to KBOX. and inside and outside the lift. there was this aunties and uncles talking about jue dui superstar. say wad. tonight must watch the jue dui superstar. den mother and me was practically there laughing like duno wad lah. haha. whee. haha. den KBOX haven OPEN!! ahhhhhhh.... haha. okay. den i was like WAHLAO eh. haha. okay. so we waited. and i talked about my anata HOH. and linhong taitai talked about her HUBBY LIN JJ on the wall lah. and HSIAO taitai practically protected her HUBBY when someone wants to SPITE her HUBBY. haha. okay. den anyways. we talked about jue dui superstar lah. haha. was feeling quite sad that yanhui was not coming to the finals with us lah. wait for very LONG liao KBOX also haven open. and den linhong taitai was like. wahkao. KBOX wanna eat into out time lah. den after A WHILE. the KBOX FINALLY OPENN. den everybody CHIONGED. especially the aunties. ahaha. but anyways. we got a room. and the corridor was like painted GREEN. ANATA HOH'S COLOUR. hahaa. okayy. den we just started dian-ing all the songs. and after that ordered the food. haha. so FUN. den SINGSINGSING. and linhong taitai keep dian-ing her hubby's songs lah. ahaha. okay. but we got a variety. ahaha. okay. den we after that yi bian EAT yi bian SING. ahaha. okayy. den michelle was like SO BORED. until she go and sleep. waste money leh. haha. in the end. we finished. and everybody go home liao. ahaha.

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM----- JUE DUI SUPERSTAR FINALS

met linhong taitai and connie at kovan. thought i was late. cause i was like totally rushing through the WHOLE SCIENCE REPORT like SIAO. grrs. make myself take a CAB. AHHHHH. my money gone. nvm. in the end. connie was LATE. she rushed down from bugis junction. heh. and in the end. we realised we not enough time. need to rush down. den we cheng connie haven come go ta pou. and decide to eat in linhong taitai's mother's car. ahhaa. when connie finally come. we went down to linhong taitai's shop. haha. and that is when. it started to POUR. so DAI SAI. wahlao. rain so heavily lah. we almost got wet totally. but we got umbrella. haha. so we ate in linhong taitai's mother's car. haha. and that was when we got a good news. YANHUI IS COMING WITH US. haha. cause her cousin too scared of us liao. dont dare to come herself. so YANHUI CAME. hahaa. so we eateateat. den reach liao. haha. den got down the car. saw many KFCs. and also. the chairman's FC. eek. okay. wadever. so many people queue-ing up. den waited for yanhui while we finished our food. when we finished. we 'rao' one big round to throw our rubbish. den the person-in-charge make us line up and form one NEW line. and we were in front when we came so late. hahaa. so farniee like how this came to. like we went there just to throw rubbish but in the end. we get the front of the queue. haha. okay. so waitwaitwait for yanhui. and in the meantime. we ENTERTAIN ourselves. when we went in. yanhui still haven come. wahhh. in the end we waited for yanhui outside before going INTO the stadium. heh. wait a while. den she came. and she bought the i-weekly. with a FREE POSTER. she took the kelly's one. HEH. okayy. so the concert overall was like SUPER HIGH can. i LOVE KELLY"S performance. so NICE. i only LIKE weilian's acapella performance thats all. cause it's nice. haha. okayy. nicer than the girls de acapella. cause the guys side got the POWER vocals. WEIJIAN. JUNYANG. WILLIAM. den the girls leh. only got KELLY. SINHUEY. mian qiang. CHANEL. woohoo. i am totally ADDICTED to ' MY ANATA' LAH. WHOOOOOOO. LALAS. WEIJIAN so CUTEEE inside lah. MY ANATA HOH RAWKS. ((: wo bu zhi dao ni hai ai bu ai wo~. haha. okay. fiine. i am going CRAZY. i need conselling from my ANATA HOH. ahaha. and linhong taitai needs conselling from her HUBBY. haha. okayy.

during the whole performance. there was a silent WAR present between me and the auntie sitting next to me. she supports WEILIAN. and i support ANATA HOH and KELLY. ahahah. okayy. den she was like clapping VIGOROUSLY for WEILIAN. while i was SCREAMING like SIAO for KELLY. and of course. ANATA HOH. haha. okayy. we were just so UNLUCKY to sit in the middle of all the aunties lah. worst of all. they support weilian. eek. okay, wadever. i am being so mean. and you know when weilian sang is last song. qi shi ni bu dong wo de xin. the aunt sitting beside me and the aunt sitting beside yanhui started crying. haha. and we were so mean to say that after kelly's performance. we should all CRY. haha. SO EVIL. lalas. oh yah. and whenever we scream. the aunties in front of us. [particularlly the aunties in front of me] will. cover their ears and LEAN FORWARD. ahah. so comical. LOL. but nvm. i apologise to you all. SORRY. haha.

i CANNOT believe that weilian is the SUPERSTAR. so yucky. but nvm. i rooted for kelly. and HOPED that she will get the UNIVERSAL's contract and not the play music's contract. UNIVERSAL is BETTER. LALAA. KELLY WON in this thing. AHHAH.

okayy. thats the end of story. and oh yah. if you all didnt know. during the whole thing. LINHONG TAITAI was SOO HIGH. cause she saw her HUBBY 'waving' at her. ahahaha. no lah. more like just she saw him. hahaa. okayy. and when we went home that time. she is still maintaining her HIGHNESS. hahaahaa. (: okayy. byee. (:

agnes. with her ANATA HOH. in HOHO land. [wadever. this is so LAME]
050905
21:05
brinjalWEIJIAN. bananaJUNYANG. breadLEON. durianWILLIAM. mickeyCHOONG.

LOVE. ;

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Sunday, 4 september 2005
hello people. i am just sianed today. so sian until i actually took out my math to do. hais. okay. i today got ALOT of 'FEEL' okay. i know this is like weird english. but wadever. okay. i shall say more properly. i FELT ALOT today. i dont know why. hais. because i am too bored. no lah. but because i thought over alot of things. i dunno why also. maybe because i am listening to all those sad sad songs bah.

i dunno why. i just thought of like michelle and daphne leaving us. hais. den i suddenly jiu sian diao. haishaishais. they leave us liao. nobody will come and like scream me in my ear liao. trying to scare me liao. that daffy. and nobody will come and tell me. 'oii. why you nv say hi to me' liao. that michelle. nobody will come and ka jiao me like how they ka jiao me liao. i remembered ALOT of things that we had done together. the hardships we went through. the fun times we had together. the many 'sufferings'. the tough trainings. the thrashings.[maybe i shouldn't have said this] the punishments. we will never see mushroom fighting with monkey liao. those two very good friends will then be like seperated. i wonder if it is good or bad. they will never be able to fight or argue or quarrel again. but they will 'sorta' never see each other liao.i remembered. michelle was like my vball partner at first. like when we JUST started. when angela was still with us and we were like just gang-ing the ball on the wall and stuff like that. she always made me laugh. and daffy. my impression of her was that she is very. dao. but in the end. found that she is just as CRAZY as anyone of us here. and that. all of us had gone through so much. no matter fun. sad. angry. victorious. or wadever. i really dunno wad else to say. i feel like i am older. by 10 years old. okay. no so exaggerating. by 5 years old is already very old liao. when they finally go. i will miss them. really. miss them like crazy. i very scared to mian dui last day of school. last day of sec 4. i really dont look forward for that day to come. hais.

in the afternoon. watched the repeat of jue dui superstar. and recorded. and my tong kuai is GONE. be happy.

okay. just now. saw WEIJIAN on tv again. he was the guest for the cenosis crap thing. only see him sing 'may i love you' and he is gone. but the may i love you very nice. you gan tong dao wo. den somemore i so sad. i so sian. den until i wanna cry liao. i dunno why. type finish the paragraph above. *points up* i only feel like crying. so gan tong. i only can say. i am very gan tong. by wad all of you all vballers have done. haishaishais. somemore now i listening to 'beautiful', 'yi shi de mei hao', 'liao jie' and ALOT of sad sad SAD songs. only wanna make me wanna cry more. listen to fast songs also no use. hais. i am so emotional today. i realised. ever since i watched jue dui superstar. i realised that i actually cry. not people who DONT cry. hais.

and today the 3515 no actually came out. i called my mum to buy. but she didnt. so sad right. i asked her to buy today LOR. hais. WEIJIAN's number. (:

i dunno how to survive without jue dui superstar. hais. i am used to watching jue dui superstar every wednesday and thursday. besides watching yu le yu le bai fen bai. true files. missing. incredible tales. hais. i am boring. i am a boring and BORED person. i am a happy but sad person. i am young but old.

Saturday, 3 September 2005
that night. i dreamt of some jue dui superstar people again. hais. my life is assosiated with them. and i am NOT grumbling about it. AHHAH. okay. wadever. i dreamt of WEIJIAN and me lah. in some shopping mall. [AGAIN] and den. we were in this shop. and someone with a mask or something similiar so i can see that person's face, started to chase WEIJIAN and me. and den WEIJIAN was like grabbed me by the hand and like started running. and we kept looking back to see if that 'thing' had caught up with us. den we slowed down when we thought that person had been shook off. but when we turned in front. that person was like in front. so scary. haha. den guess wad. that person started taking off his disguise. and guess who it was. it was like JUNYANG lah. so SCARY. den he suddenly grabbed me and gave me a HUG. den i was like tio shocked. WAHHH. ahaha. okayy. when he FINALLY let go of me. WEIJIAN turned me around and gave me ANOTHER HUG. WAHHHHHHHHHH. so TIGHT LEH. hug very long sia. den he let go. haha. den suddenly got kiss on forehead. TWO lor. very paiseh to say this. like one from JUNYANG and one from WEIJIAN. wahhhh. so scary. den hug hug awhile den i wake up liao. i know you all very bu shuang me right. haha. paiseh lor.

Friday, 2 September 2005
a sad day. i screwed up my test. stupid. so damn careless. i screwed up one-forteenth of my life. my life is screwed since the starting. haiss. i am no good person. i am not perfect.

Thursday, 1 September 2005
went for the jue dui superstar finals. at INDOOR STADIUM. LALALAS. and yanhui couldn't come at first. cause her cousin wanna come. but in the end her cousin backed out. and yanhui came all the same. so yanhui connie simin and me ENJOYED THAT WHOLE THING. so SAI. sat in the MIDDLE of all the aunties and uncles supporting WEILIAN. YUCKS. but nevertheless. still very high. determined to kill those aunties' and uncles' ears with our screams. more like my screams. okay. wadever. one entertaining thing. okay. there were MANY. but this one is SUPER ENTERTAINING. hahaa. the auntie sitting next to me. and the other one next to yanhui. were like crying after hearing WEILIAN. sing his last song. qi shi ni bu dong wo de xin. i think. so STUPID. WHAHHAHA. ookay. wadever, LOVE KELLY's PERFORMANCE. so DAMN NICE LAH. LOVE MY ANATA HOH. ((: that anata song so farnie lah. my anata HOH so CUTEE. haha. anata hoh come look for me soon. ((: but he going to army on 090905. hais. anata hoh must take care of your body kaes. ((: okay. i dont wanna elaborate now. very late. tmr still got trning. i tomorrow den elaborate kaes. okay. about my anata HOH and meinu kelly. lalas. cya.byee. (:

agnes. with anata HOH.
040905
23:27
brinjalWEIJIAN. bananaJUNYANG. breadLEON. mickeyCHOONG. durianWILLIAM.

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

heys people. yesterday was like SO SADDENING.

29 August 2005
this is such a SADDDENING day. last day of trning for daphne and michelle ng. HAISS. i will seriously miss them like siao if they are gone. haiss. actually at the starting was still quite okay. den when training alrdy end liao. den dapphne and michelle ng started crying. i cannnot tahan den i like cried. hahaha. den not really like CRY LIKE SIAO. but just like cry a bit only. cause when i see people cry i will cry. if no body cry. den i wont cry lah. yah. haiss. got this very farnie thing. mushroom went to the toilet and CRY. ahahahahaha. so LAME. but now we all know that mushroom is actually so SHY. Wahahhahahaha. okay. lame. i will remember this day. i wonder how the last day of school will be like. i think the school will FLOOD. HAIISS. we will miss you daphne and michelle!! go tj liao must take care of yourselves kaes. cannot kana bully. if you all kana bully. tell us. we go and beat up that person. hahaha. (: JIAYOU. (:

Tuesday, 30 August 2005
was so scared of the info report test. but i think i did quite okay. and guess wad. mrs yeo not coming to school till the 5 sept. ahhahaha. so FUN. lol. okayy. and oh yah. I AM GOING TO THE FINALS ON 1 SEPTEMBER!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO. very high now. but the next day got test. cannot tahan. must go STUDYYY. (:

okayy. thats all. byeee. (:

agnes.
300805
19:30
BRINJAL HEAD/ WEIJIAN. ((:

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

heys people. back again. lalas. after so long. ahaha. okayy.

18 august 05, thursday
i am sadd. okay. why did fried banana go out?!?!? i am feeling so sad for him. i ACTUALLY cried for him lahs. but not as much as weijian lahs. banana friend cried tooes. haiss. i found out that actually i DONT hate shi sinhuey as much liao. be happy denyse. -___-ll haha. okay. was really very sadd that fried banana didnt get to go in. ): like hello. he has much MORE talent den that weilian can. okay. denyse dont be pissed. lalas. wadever lahs. seriously. now i think if mei nu or beaver went in i also dont mind. as long as that chirman doesnt go in. waahlao. now i hope chairman doesnt be the superstar. if not so insulting. okay. no offense. so pissed. even the newspaper said that alot of peopl predict the chairman will br the superstar. plaese lah. he is chairman. hellos. okay. nvm. i am being so MEAN. like wadever. but nvm. fried banana and beaver are both gonna get the contract. lalas. wheee.

20 August 05, Saturday
went to the djeirainc meeting. hais. was like raining like shiit. earlier. hahaa. okay. i woke up very early and went there late. wahlaos. and connie also. cause she waited for me at plaza singapura to go together. haahaa. sorry to make you wait so longg. hahaa. den before i could actually meet her. there was this ahma. who came and ask me. 'AHH. xiao mei arh. how to go to the bus stop HARR.?' den i was like point her to the bus stop lah. like duh. den i was like thinking. haiyo. why ask me out of so many people har. everytime go out people always ask me de. like i have words on my head that read. 'I AM A DIRECTORY. PLEASE COME TO ME IF YOU ARE LOST.' wahkaos. haha. okayy. go out with my mother to this shop like robinsons or wadever to shop. also got people come ask me. ' ERR. xiao jie. got this size this size ornot.' KAOS. -_____-ll do i really look so salegirl-lish. like wad the hell lah. and at that time i WASNT even wearing red. i was wearing. BLUE or WHITE lah.

so i met connie after that. and took bus to kallang.when we were walking to the bus stop. we were like thinking. dunno if 16 will come ornot. cause the other time we wanted to take 16. wait until siao liao also haven come. when it came. it was like so dammn crowded and no choice but to take taxi. ee. but when we were walking until wanna reach the bus stop liao. saw 16 reach the bus stop. den we run like crazy people lah. but at least it came lah. phew. den when we were on the bus. that connie arhh. keep listening to that 'if you come back' by junyang. in my mp3. haha. super farniee. when we reach. we just alighted. and started to TRY to walk to kallang mrt station. but in the end we dint succeed. cause we got LOST. AHHHH. okayy. we walked past the indoor stadium. and some ulu place. den the national stadium. we decided that we were lost. and we HAILL for a taxi. crazy lah. and that uncle super farnie lah. he was like er. you all can actually walk there. but it takes 20-30mins. and it is actually very long lah. wahkaos. if we walk arhh. walk until the next day also haven reach the kallang mrt station lah. see liao also sian. den on the way. we decided to call fantong kero. and he FINALLY pick up. and we asked him. EHH FANTONG. you going? den he said. ERR. NO. cause got exams. den we were like. aiyohh. haha. den nvm lor. thanks. (: den reach the station. saw a lot of BRINJALS. eeek. den waited awhile. den started walking. WALK and WALK and WALKKK.

and you know wad. in the end. we ended up in the same OLD place again. KALLANG INDDOR STADIUM. WAHLAOO. shiit lah. haha. we wanted to pai the video de. first. we collected the djeirainc shirt for us and yanhi and inez. and did message for weijian. after that so me and connie did one together. whee. it was quite nice lah. (: but we forgot to take pic of it leh. stupid us. so blur. but nvm. so after that. we went off lah. we dint want to pai. but couldnt find any taxi to flag down. so we just walked. haha. den we took spastic pictures along the road. or can i say. the MIDDLE of the road. den after that we walked back to the pavement. and while we were still stupidly laughing. a taxi ZOOMED PAST us!!! uuurgghh. so pissed. den in the end. we started to sing. 'ai de jiu shi ni.' but we changed the ni to taxi. and it became. ai de jiu she TAXI. WAHAHAHAHAHA. like super farniee can. hahaha. den we sing sing sing. ahhaha. okay. den a TAXI CAME. WOOHOOO. so we were like laughing like crazy lah. so the song is actually useful. hahaha. okayy. den we went onto the taxi. and it started raining harder. previously was only drizzling. haha. den we saw the djeirainc people all going off. heh. and guess wad. when we in the taxi. i was like thinking of weijian. and den suddenly. the taxi play out HEN XIANG NI lah. in the radio. so XUAN. hahaa. and oh yah. the taxi uncle cheated us of our money. go ONE BIG ROUND. irritating. den our. 'ai de jiu shi TAXI' became. 'HEN de jiu shi TAXI'. wahahaha.

we went to the far east plaza. den went to eat lahss. was like so hungry. whhee. den we ate fries and some juice lah. they so ngiao lah. the juice only one SMALL cup. den we started playing with the fries. and made some formation with the superstars again and me and connie and fantong yanhui and fantong kero. hahaha. okayy. so funn. okay. there are twoo orders. show you all kaes. first one: weichoong. sinhuey. kelly. weilian. jason ): eek. candyce. junyang. yanhui. KERO. WEIJIAN and agnes. leon. ahhem. second order: leon. AHHEM. agnes and WEIJIAN. kero AND yanhui. junyang. connie. weichoong. sinhuey. kelly. weilian. hagan. silver. darryl. connie is like XING FU SI LE in this order can. left side junyang. right side weichoong. haha. we stayed so long in the store cann. hahahaa. den when we finally went out. we were thirsty again. so we went to 7-eleven wanting to buy some drinks. but the ice was out. so we bought slurrpee. and shared. ahhaa. and we went taking SPASTIC neos AGAIN. hahaa. we hid the drink in my bag lah. ahaha. den we took. and decorated. whee. so funn. and the pics came out loking quite nice, but SPASTIC. >.< aahaha. so cutee. farnie leh. but in the end. the inside of my bag also not very wet. heng. haha. anyways. we went back to plaza singapura after that. and we were talking about mickey mouse the cartoon. more like connie talking about the mickey mouse lah. wei choong lahh. hahaah. okayy. den went to plaza singapura. and started to take spastic pictures with connie's camera. we always seem to end up in plaza singapura. haha. after that we went home lor. but i went to my aunt's house.

cause my aunt's house there got praying yesterday. so got ALOT of food. so we went there to have dinner lah. and i was abit late. but wadever. hahaa. and you knwo wad. i got two NEW shirts. sleeveless de. MICKEY MOUSE. argghh. connie ahh. so XIE. xp. ahhhaaa. den i CUT my hairr. woooooooo. hahhaa. den went back home lorr. hahah.

23 August 05, Tuesday.
watched the yu le bai fen bai. and saw this guy singing wei yi. den i was like thinking why sing until so nan ting. haha. even leon is better. den make me very excited cause weijian coming back. and i can see his cutee face again. tomorrow lahh. wheee. (: haiss. got test tmr lah. wahkao. irritaitng math test. nvm. i shall. STUDY for it. listen to WEIJIAN. (: not like i wont study lah. i always study de. haha. okayy. i go liao lah. hahah. go study. and oh yah. do you all know. the television in my living room is like SPOIL. wad the hell. but nvm. still got 2 more televisions. wahh. heng lah. i cannot live without watching jue dui superstar. hahaa. like real? i dunno. but anyways chuengcheng coming to our school tomorrow for friendly match. hahaa. and connie likes to drag me with that leon aka fishball aka bread. NO LOR. i DONT LIKE leon aka fishball aka bread. i only have WEIJIAN in my LIFE. please lah.

yahh. so i go study liao. byeee. (:

agnes.
230805
18:45
WEIJIAN. my life. my one and only and no one else. (:

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

heys people. so sianed nowadays. haiss. exams are like totally coming. stressed. so tired. yawnyawn. no mood to ENTERTAIN people lahs. hais. so tired. i only feel like sleeping. but i am gonna stay up a while. saw the brinjal head on tv just now. whee. he's so cutee. hhaa. jue dui superstar sucks without weijian. haha. okay lah. no offense. :X okay. haiss. i am just so tired. i very happy i saw weijian on tv. brinjal headd. haha. hope friend banana gets in. i dont want that chairman to get in sia. i will start crying my eyes out. haiss. and kellyy. oh man. the mei nu. hope she gets in. i wont want the BEAVER. to get in. yuck. i will cry for mei nu if the beaver gets in. yuck. nnoo. okay. i am being totally mean down here. okay. wadever.

i suck nowadays. i dont know wad i am totally doing. like for dunno wad shiit. i hate myself. i hate my life. although i am trying to love it. it is making me hate it. every single moment of it. feeling so sad and depressed now. i am TIRED. thats why. eeek. like i dunno wad is totally happening to my life mans. i am ruining it with my own hands. seriously. i am sucking at everything now. studies. volleyball. my stupid jokes. being lame. being crappy. everything is so WRONG now. at this moment of my life. wad am i doingg. haiss.

oh yeah people. i changed my blogskin. i love this blogskin. so style. haha. i also like my previous one. haha. actually wanna use the weijian one. budden junling using. and also. i dont wanna protray myself as a baintai who claws at weijian every momnet i can. yuck. i am not those can. so i decided to use this. so sad. haha. i have the player there i have the player there! whoopss. so happy with it. so cutee. and it FINALLY worked. okay.

i guess i better go watch the results show and try to get my sister up. grrs. so envious. she dont ahve to go to school today and tmr due to punggol having psle marking. eee. so unfair. okay lorr. wad can i do. okay. cya. byeee.

agnes.
180805
23:25
matong;brinjal head.

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